I can almost taste spring at this point. The juxtaposition of the calendar and the 10-day forecast tells me that this last cold snap in Edmonton might very well be the last dying whimper of my least favorite season, and my courtship with our natural environment may be coming soon. I’m generally not one to jinx these things, but I’m also not one to concern myself with things beyond my control – but if spring is here then I can certainly control my reaction to it.
I’ve missed running outside dearly, and I’ve missed our river valley and I realize the good fortune I have to be able to enjoy these things uninhibited, but I realized lately that as I stare longingly out the window at the sunrise from the stationary bikes at my gym that I AM part of a community of people. The folks around me every morning, most of whom are friendly enough to learn my name and remember it, have permeated my environment to the degree that I notice when they’re not there and they likely notice when I’m not there. The 6:30am crowd is ride-or-die for the most part, and many are that way in spite of their physical challenges.
I’ve more or less taken it all for granted that some of the people there may not really get any other human-to-human contact with anyone else, all day – and for that I think I can pause my podcast to give someone the time of day. I’m bound to take for granted my ability to run or bike a trail when many people want to and can’t. The indoor gym may not be the natural environment I want to connect with but a group of otherwise strangers have been thrust together at a specific time interval through circumstance and sheer willpower, and in that light, it’s beautiful. I’m happy to share this time with those people, many of whom I don’t know personally – but I’ve seen their will to be better and do better in action just as they’ve seen mine.
I’ll maintain my membership to the gym through the warm months, too. I’ll lift weights and swim there, and dodge the rainy mornings in the shelter of the commonwealth recreation center.
I have the means to do both.
Training this week has been good. A few of the punches we had to roll with in previous weeks have been more or less sorted and it feels good to be firm in my discipline again. Not that there was any danger or derailment, but we did have to move some workout days around to accommodate some obligations and we’re lucky to have been able to do so. The importance of being fluid with plans is not lost on me – plans can always change, but changing when you don’t have a plan in the first place is total chaos.
We also had someone take note of how hard we go at the gym, and they told us how they were inspired by us. People are watching you own your process, and you are affecting the people around you… so best keep it positive!